Hello, so I need some advice here.
I have been seeing this girl for around 2 months. Saying 2 months is maybe a bit misleading because we are able to meet only once a week, but we chat on whatsapp everyday. Around the third date she asked to declare ourselves exclusive. I agreed because it made sense for me. We have quite a good flow and we fit each other personality-wise. Overall we are having a good time.
It is also important to say we are both very very inexperienced with doing intimate stuff, but getting intimate is very important for me (as it should) because it keep the attraction going and it helps strengthen our bond. Its one of the foundations for a good relationship in my opinion.
getting to the point, we kissed on our second date, and it was a very nice kiss I might add; and that was the last time we kissed. We still meet every weekend, but everytime I try to kiss her or bring the topic up she says she is not quite ready to kiss and that its very embarrassing for her. obv its also embarrassing for me, as we are in the beginning of the relationship and we are both inexperienced, but i'm with the mindset that we just need to take the jump ya know? or else its gonna keep being embarrassing, and that is what I said to her of course. Its also important to say that I'm not a guy that just want a GF for the sex and im not looking to hurt her, and she knows that. She said that even so, she need more time. she said that she also want to kiss me and do intimate stuff, but because all the embaarrassment and that being a new thing for her, she is not there yet.
On one hand I say to myself "I should be the considerate BF and give her the time she needs to feel comfortable, because its all about give and take in relationships". On second hand I think "Come on! we are dating for 2 months! this is getting ridiculous. she cant even kiss me yet?" And I'll tell you, it sucks. It sucks to be the one to "ask" for it always, to be the one to bring up that topic. Its supposed to be something that both of us want. And even tho she said she wants, she won't? It seriously feels I'm almost like a regular friend. Maybe she think she wants a relationship with me but she really want me as a normal friend?. I don't think she plays me on purpose, she comes from a good house and she is a kind person. I'm just so torn here. She is really nice, but with the lack of physical interactions its getting hard for me to carry on.
Would appreciate any advices you can give me.