In the last month I’ve literally had 2 girls say yes to me for dates only to change their minds.
Last month my ex reached out to me and we agreed to try again, she said she wanted a relationship initially but after a few weeks said us taking it slow was “too much” for her and she backed off.
Last week, I left my job to focus on school, and on my way out asked out one of my coworkers I had been interested in for a little bit. She said yes, gave me her number, I texted her yesterday to try to set something up and she responds to me today saying that she was flattered when I asked her but isn’t really looking to see anyone and rather just enjoy her summer. In reality, I think this was just her way of saying she wasn’t interested in me specifically.
I just want to give up. I’m so tired of the games and emotional toying. I don’t know what the hell is so wrong with me that girls just do a 180 on me. I’m so sick of having to do everything perfectly - don’t be too clingy, but don’t be too distant, make sure you’re funny, charming, confident at all times...why can’t I just be myself and still find someone who is willing to reciprocate my interest in them?